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| I'm tired. Not just i didnt get enough sleep tired but OMGosh i wanna cry tired. Today is supposed to be a good day.A potential good thing is takeing place. So then why do i wanna cry? I took jamie to school and was fine left the school headed home and heard the date on the way home and thought gee id be almost 8 months along by now. i had to pull the friggin car over i was crying so hard. WHY do i keep haveing days like this? Ive cried ive gotten it out finally, finally hubby and i actually sat down and talked about this horrible thing that i will never be able to forget no matter how many babys we have in the future. im supposed to be ok now. after months and months of being told it will be ok and i wasnt the first for it to happen to and feeling like he didnt care he finally let it out and it gave me the ok to also and i did. so why am i feeling like this today? why am i missing my baby girl so badly? I need it to be a good day soo badly. but there it is for the world to know; i may put on a happy face for everyone all day long but i miss her. I miss her i miss her i miss her! eating: hearing: wishing for/loving: |
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posted by Bree on 2005-03-21 at 8:22 a.m. |
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