ive got B 97.5 on delilah was on but she isnt anymore. i need to switch it to 102.5 but i am too lazy to lean down and do it. i should have hooked james computer up today but it totally slipped my mind oh well he can suck my toes. i called the cable company and they shoudl be out on monday THANK GOD!! i am so tired of watching the same movies over and over. i told james we would watch one hour photo with robin williams tonight. if it is as stupid as the movie last night was then forget it i dont wanna see it. i think its raining! and damn it i forgot to go get the mail today . it totally slipped my mind. well actually i thought "hey i need to get the mail" a few times but then i would do something else and forget. sheesh i need to go see if its raining. yes it is actually just raining would be ok rain never hurt anyone but its pouring like it has been for the last week or so. and my back yard looks like a huge brown pool! the woman that lived here before had like 3 big gardens and OMG the yard is like all mud after it rains. james says there is no point in getting the baby a swing set because of all the mud out there it will just sink in to the ground! what a pain. what the fuck does he know....the bitch in law called today. sheesh she doesnt even bother to talk to me anymore she just says is james there. i feel like saying duh where the fuck else would he be. i mean sheesh hes 22 god woman hes a grown manh get your head out of your sons ass and get a life. she called to twell him that his dad sent the baby some candy and that his step dad had gotten the baby a truck and some other crap for valentines day! why the fuck cant she tell me this bull shit. i told james he can go out there tomorrow but i dont want to. she drives by our house every fucking day and then she bitches that i never take the baby to see her fucking ass. well bitch fucking stop by and see him ya dick head. i mean OMG what a dumb fuck. it soo pisses me off. any way james is home let me go!!

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